yeah, so you guys know Jacob from my previous journal entrys. Yeah, 7 months and 24 days into our relationship, he decides that weed means more to him than me, and breaks up with me. wow. I know right? anyways, Ive been in a downward spiral. Im in that kind of after breakup depression where it gets really good for a short time, then it hits hard. then it gets good, and just when you think that its over, it comes back even worse than before. *sigh* i hate boys.